As the date nears.....anxiety is building up.....how would the wedding go? how will i look on THE day? will it rain again? will everything go as planned?..........questions and more questions!! Never realised a wedding would be so filled with tension and emotions. Attending other's weddings was simple enough! But when it comes to my wedding.......i m getting cold feet.
What is it that is actaully bothering me? I keep asking myself that.........my fiancee is a nice guy....I have no problems with him....so he is not the issue. My in-laws are great....so no issue there too....my brothers are finally making it to the wedding....all my close friends would be there too.....all arrangements have been made.....then what is my tension all about??? I guess, the pressure that this is a once in a lifetime occasion......that is has to be perfect.....I have to be my best that day....this is what is worrying me :)
Three more days at work, then will start the wedding hulchul.....guests arriving....beauty parlour visits...mehendi...ooofff!!!! Just thinking of the days to come is giving me the jitters!!! But I must admit.....this is fun!! Everything around is being done for you....people pampering you.....taking extra care of you...all the attention...you actually start enjoying it! So I guess, its better I just sit back and begin enjoying this whole process.....all the memories of these days.....bcoz, after all, its a once in a lifetime occasion!
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I know sweetie.. M coming in the same mode :-)
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