Feeling very low........and upset.....and depressed.................everything in one :(
First point of depression - my weight.........have become so graossly overweight............around 95kgs now. Its very very depressing.......and worse still....I am not doing anything to rectify it :( I know I need to start exercising.....need to cut down on high calorie foods.....but I am not able to do it. My day starts with my 9 month old waking me up around 6-7am. So the morning exercise time is ruled out. The whole day is spent in either cooking for feeding my two devils. Where does one take the time out???? Am I being too harsh on myself.........i don't know. And when I see pics of gorgeous slim mothers...........I really wonder how do they do that. And I go the extent of asking God why he has been unfair to me in this section - why has he made me fat!
Currently I have only 3-4 dresses which fit me fine.......and it depresses me further to see none of my earlier clothes fit me :(
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